Sunday, October 31, 2010
It's not goodbye; it's see you later
J left on Friday. I feel so alone. I feel like the biggest part of my life is missing. I thought it would be easier this time around. It's not Afghanistan. It's not a war zone. It's just another country. But I was wrong. It is so hard. I miss him so much. I haven't talked to him yet. I just want to hear his voice. I want to know how he's doing, what he's seeing, if he likes the base, if the people are nice. I really was hoping this would go easier. But I can't stop crying. I feel so alone. It hurt so bad when I had to walk out of the airport without holding his hand or not being able to wake up to him the next morning or fall asleep in his arms. I really hope this will get easier..
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I don't know how you feel but I hope you do get to talk to him soon and it calms your fears and sadness at least a little.
ReplyDeletei really hope you got to hear from him... i can relate and i know it sucks, but just know he is thinking of you the same as you are thinking of him
ReplyDeleteI hope your husband calls soon, It does get easy once, you get into a routine. Keep your head up, everything is going to be okay.
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Are you moving to Japan? I know its difficult but keep your head up :)
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