Sunday, October 31, 2010

It's not goodbye; it's see you later

J left on Friday. I feel so alone. I feel like the biggest part of my life is missing. I thought it would be easier this time around. It's not Afghanistan. It's not a war zone. It's just another country. But I was wrong. It is so hard. I miss him so much. I haven't talked to him yet. I just want to hear his voice. I want to know how he's doing, what he's seeing, if he likes the base, if the people are nice. I really was hoping this would go easier. But I can't stop crying. I feel so alone. It hurt so bad when I had to walk out of the airport without holding his hand or not being able to wake up to him the next morning or fall asleep in his arms. I really hope this will get easier..

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  1. I don't know how you feel but I hope you do get to talk to him soon and it calms your fears and sadness at least a little.

  2. i really hope you got to hear from him... i can relate and i know it sucks, but just know he is thinking of you the same as you are thinking of him

  3. I hope your husband calls soon, It does get easy once, you get into a routine. Keep your head up, everything is going to be okay.

    BTW I'm Gris a new follower.

  4. Are you moving to Japan? I know its difficult but keep your head up :)